Can't believe it's been 3 months since surgery. I feel like it was yesterday, yes really. Healing has been slow going. Physical therapy has worked tremendously, and I will be continuing that for another two months. There is no manual or guide when it comes to having a hysterectomy that's for sure. I still get the looks and questions as to why i'm not fully healed. I laugh on the outside but it stings a bit on the inside. I don't think people realize how much your body has to heal especially with slinging up my bladder added onto all of the other crap. Crazyness. I wouldn't of changed anything though, even taking away the ability to have my own children. Honestly, I don't know what I want anymore. I am still so overwhelmed with other things and just exhausted that kids are the last on my mind.
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