First off, thank you to the 289 people that read my response to Dr. Zahn. Sometimes it better to put all of your anger and disgust into written form.
Some of you may already know but some do not, but next week I am heading to New York. I went a month ago and met with Dr. Seckin who is pretty much a surgical legend in the world of Endometriosis. After an MRI and yet another ultrasound, it was determined that I have to have another surgery. This time it requires a team of surgeons to excise the endometriosis. The thing that I like the most about him, is his technique of the blue dye contrast. He invented it and it will show the endometriosis which to me is brilliant. I honestly don't know what he will find, he didn't like what he saw on my MRI, hence the team of surgeons. I will have to have a bowel resection, so there is that. It may seem like my head is in the game but I am scared. I usually walk into these surgeries like a badass but something about going under again within a year is quite scary. I just want this week to fly by at work. I just want to get the pre op stuff out of the way... Also I don't want to die.
I know we fell out of touch, but I do think you are one of the strongest people I know and have persevered in spite of all you have been through. I want to wish you the best of luck...my prayers are with you.
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