Unsteady

I haven't posted in awhile, actually I don't think I have posted since I went back to New York. I will say I am extremely grateful for the surgical team that took care of me and will take care of me when I return. There is a lot going on and I know most know that I am typically an open book but right now I am going through yet another health bump in the road. Basically we are looking at it as precautionary but I haven't met with the other doctor. I am kind of avoiding it because I want my life back. With everything going on I actually have one hell of a poker face. I started physical therapy and it's pretty tough but I love pushing myself. They say do 20 I do 30. I was always pretty good at pushing myself physically, there was a time where I was actually quite the rockstar in the gym. That was also 10 years ago.

I am slowly getting back into a routine, which is me rushing home after work and throwing myself into bed at 1. I barely can keep my eyes open on the ride home. Clearly I don't do well with surgery recovery, which basically means I am getting old. Pain wise, I am still in some pain, mostly back and sharp pains but I tend to tough it out with some ice cream.

So who knows whats next for me on this journey. I am not ready for more doctors, honestly I may just wait until I go back to NY in 6 months for rescans. I haven't died yet and I'm pretty sure I won't die anytime soon, so anyone that's on my will, sorry...