Saying goodbye is never easy

Today was not an easy day. To make such a hard decision like putting down something you love more than anything was the most difficult thing i've had to go through, and i've been through many difficult things. Slob (pumpkin) has been there for me from day one. Not too many people can understand that. Being that I can't have children of my own, he was like my child. He was more spoiled than I was. It is going to be difficult to not wake up seeing him at the foot of my bed or having him and max beat eachother up. Life isn't easy that's for sure.