After attempting to get my key back from my ex the last few weeks, I finally was at my wit's end and drove there to pick it up after work. When I grabbed my stuff, I said that we wouldn't of been doing all of this if he just made an effort. Well he didn't like that and said that yeah it was all about "me" meaning him. Let's just say that I tried. Every single day I tried. Whether it was cooking for him, or letting him come over to do laundry, and even fixing his resume I did what I could to show him how I felt. The effort was not reciprocated. He would go days without a single text or call, endless excuses, and so many other things and so much anger. I tried to see the good in all of it and I tried to make it work, but I knew that this couldn't continue, so if I have to be the bad person in all of this so be it. I know my worth. I know that one day someone will walk into my life and want to try and not only that, they will love me for who I am. It isn't about the material things, it's about wanting to be with someone no matter what. If there is one thing I learned in all of this it's to never settle for less and know your worth....
Onward
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